终于好好哭了一场.
上一次哭是去年 -隔天该出院的病人, 晚上豪无预警的走了.
隔天, 护士們看到我都爭相報告, Dr. Low, he has gone, the family would like to speak to you. 認不住， 到bathroom哭了一會兒，才開始巡房。
今天哭是為了兩位老友。他們在面臨人生的終極考驗.
我已經失去了 Lee Shia， 真的不想再失去另一個善良，溫文的朋友.
我真的好難過
願奇蹟在他們身上出現
願大家都好好的
May I share all the merits I have accumulated in the past, present, and future with both of them
May they continue to be blessed by the good kamma they have created
May the power of goodness protect them
These days, I often feel that I don't exist in my own life.
But your constant checking-in, warm food, warm messages and company have anchored me again and again. So, thank you.
@Mei @Helly @Veronica
When you have survived the worst storm;
you wonder what could be worst?
at PBL 11, ND35, Notre Dame, Fremantle.
Never thought that I would spend my first day of 2021 in a Covic Clinic for testing as I travelled to Victoria (hotspot) and arrived in Perth on 21st Dec 2020. Miss by one day. But I think this is the right thing to do.
5 more days in self-isolation, not great but not that bad. Just have to continue to enjoy the solitary.
Happy New Year to me and you. The new year always brings hope, positive energy and new resolution.
May this positive energy and hope continue towards the end of 2021.
p/s: Thank you for the frontline workers who work through this pandemic.
28/12/2020
Day 1 of Gratitude and Wellness Meditation retreat with Ajahn Kalyano.
it hits you when you are most unprepared.
Notes to self:
- be kind and gentle to yourself
- be kind and gentle to others
- take a small step each time. It is the small step that counts, in the end.
